I am a pathetic emotional / stress eater. I know I shouldn't but I do EVERY TIME. I didn't even want the G.D. ice cream...but I ate it anyways. Today at work I was seconds away from a full panic attack, it makes me wonder what the hell they would have done if I had just started hyperventilating and passed out..would they have called 911 or just fired me and called me crazy. I do not handle anxiety well, it was the straw that broke my back. I didn't see it coming, I don't want to be in the market for a new job, but today....today was it. I didn't quit, but I am so done with the overtime, the drama, the lack of professionalism, the criminals, the equipment that is broke, the lack of support, the lack of respect. I am choosing to enjoy my life, instead of hating every second of the day I am inside that building which is typically 10+ hours. Life is too damn short!
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